Friday, September 25, 2020

Not the one I planned

"I could not fix what he did not want fixed"


My cousins words are lingering in my head as I sit to write this. It's not the post I had typed- I erased it. Because unknowingly to her, she summarized everything. 


I had planned to sit down and share with you all, each of the "yes" dreams God had given me through this relationship, but instead, it's turned into the most heartbreaking "no" of my life. 


Why? 


Because, as she said, I could not fix what he didn't want to fix. And he stopped trying to be the man he knows he can be. He ran. 


He ran, and I am left holding the shredded pieces of what we dreamed up together. 


I'm sorry, I don't have much more than that to say.

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